pawns

White Mommy and i were texting last night. i'll share one of her text messages to me:

[oops, her text message is saved in my other phone. i'm using a different phone right now. i loaned it from the Phone Gods. i feel stupid having 3 phones right now, with 3 different SIMs, of 3 different Telcos.]

i feel sad.. i feel like such a pawn.. tama ba to that more than anything i feel betrayed? i guess its because i was really dedicated and really believed that i would be part of reaching that goal for interactive.. even at the expense perhaps of my own kids and even my own career interests or financial needs. hay.. i feel like i stood for a lost cause or that even there was no cause to work or fight for.. we are such pawns bratty dont you think? when in the future we become big players we should always remember what we are going thru now. hay.

friendster frenzy

mygash! this whole week, i was either adding a friend or accepting a friend. my officemates and i have been logging on to the friendster network nonstop. at first, i was wary to join because of privacy eklat. then i thought, what the heck. i accepted White Mommy's invitation and voila! i was hooked. Summer Breeze, join the friendster network na, please? ü

it hit me hard

the text message i sent out to White Mommy, Twinkle Star, and Haciendera:

shet bigla akong na depress with work. sori kung OA. i finally got the reason why im not happy, the mgt doesnt know where to put me anymore thats why theyre assigning me diff proj. its sad. its time to leave. ill finish a few things na lang, ill make sure to put mms in its rightful position then ill leave.

Haciendera, thanks for listening. i didn't expect a consoling reply ü White Mommy, hugs to you. don't mind me now, you have bigger problems than i do. *hugs* i'm waiting for Twinkle Star's reply. i'll post an update if she does.

update: after 2 days of not hearing from Twinkle Star, i texted her again. and my guess was right, she didn't my first text after all. she said its a sad realization but she doesn't quite agree with it. she's giving the management more credit than what i have in mind. wahahaha.

eeck

eeck! i tried using a new template for this blog but i have no patience to edit HTML today thus no new template. maybe some other day ü hopefully soon.

seeck

i didn't report for work last friday because i was seeck. the works - allergies, sorethroat, cough, colds and fever. my liver was really stuffed with all the medicines i took. vitamins, anti-histamine, paracetamol and decongestant. woohooohooo, what a medical party. i went out of my room but i didn't go out of my building. food delivery spree the whole weekend!!!! oh, i went out of the building sunday night to go to mass.

really feeling alright sunday evening, i bravely reported for work today. suprise suprise, my allergies and fever are back in action. i should have known better because i was feeling nauseated this morning. too bad for me, i can't miss work tomorrow because i have a meeting at 10am and i was the one who was asking for it. so i can't skip it right? oh great! *insert sarcasm here*

on screen

i watched Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl with my movie buddies, Rinoa and Door. Johnny Depp is simply AMAZING in this movie. his clumsy antics were pretty natural which made the movie totally awesome. super worth your money! good thing that Rinoa and Door still watched it with me since they attended the premiere. thanks movie buddies! ü