it hit me hard

the text message i sent out to White Mommy, Twinkle Star, and Haciendera:

shet bigla akong na depress with work. sori kung OA. i finally got the reason why im not happy, the mgt doesnt know where to put me anymore thats why theyre assigning me diff proj. its sad. its time to leave. ill finish a few things na lang, ill make sure to put mms in its rightful position then ill leave.

Haciendera, thanks for listening. i didn't expect a consoling reply ü White Mommy, hugs to you. don't mind me now, you have bigger problems than i do. *hugs* i'm waiting for Twinkle Star's reply. i'll post an update if she does.

update: after 2 days of not hearing from Twinkle Star, i texted her again. and my guess was right, she didn't my first text after all. she said its a sad realization but she doesn't quite agree with it. she's giving the management more credit than what i have in mind. wahahaha.