numb

i am totally void of any topic / idea / thought right now because all thats floating on my grey matter is MG.

thank God, we didn't have MG meeting yesterday. a break from 3 consecutive days of MG-filled days. but today, in about 2 hours, i'll be sitting again in that damned conference room, discussing MG stuff. hooo boy!!!! i hope i can last.

leenks

since i've got nothing to blog, here are 2 interesting articles i read at NYTimes.com today.

Baryshnikov Will Play Heartthrob in 'Sex and the City'

Can Madonna Still Move the Merch?

coup hoopla

our country is on spotlight once again. but not due to good news (well, we never did. )

on yahoo, we are the top story. on cnn, we are the main story.

hope they surrender before lives are wasted. hope the state of rebellion will be lifted.

update: the rebel soldiers have surrendered last night. around 11pm. whew!

meteor project

here's how my day was yesterday:

9:30am - 1:00pm -- brainstorming for the MG project
5:00pm - 7:00pm -- coordination meeting for the MG project
8:00pm - 1:00am -- doing image grabs for the MG project

look what this project has done to my life!!!! i never thought i'd spend my day like that!!!!! what's worse is that Cross Patch wasn't around to supervise me. and she's supposedly the head of this freaking project. *roar* can't pursue anymore ranting on Cross Patch. i'm so used to her attitude.

i know, i know, i shouldn't be comfy with her attitude. but what can i do? even Head Honcho can't control her.

august is just a few days away. nuninuninu.

update: i had another 3-hour MG meeting today. another MG meeting tomorrow. i wonder how long tomorrow's meeting will be.

update part 2: well, the meeting yesterday was one hour less. but it still was two freaking hours.

so much for assumptions

i really thought Trager moved out of the neighborhood already. i have become confident again to loiter the streets alone. when i saw him in the neighborhood early this week, all my confidence evaporated into thin air. admittedly, it was nice seeing him (highlight of my day) but i couldn't quite accept that i just might bump into him anytime. i'm totally over him (i can't hear your objections!!!!) but every time i see him, my heart takes a bumpy leap.

oh, this post is so cheesy. is this what watching continuously 7 episodes of MG do to a person????? i wonder.

post birthday blog

everyone tricked me to go to the office last thursday!!!!!!!!! hehe. nah, i was really naive. i really thought that i will be having dinner with Summer Breeze, Cranberries, and White Mommy. Really.

it turns out that they organized a suprise birthday pahteee for moi. i am so touched!!!!!!

thanks my friends ü

f**********************k

i've just been asked by Head Honcho what i'm doing now. and i quote:

"hey brati, what's up with you? what are you doing now eh there's no voice and video? hehehe."

putang ina niya! he was the one who fucking gave me those assignments and he was the one who fucking announced that those platforms are on hold.

i couldn't keep a straight face. i knew i was quivering when i answered. he replied:

"pero konti pa lang na launch natin with them."

whattdya expect asshole? didn't ya know that Smile Angel and i have been working out butts off for months already. sometimes we don't even sleep just to finish one service.


fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. i am so pissed off. i can't continue ranting coz i all that comes out of my mind and mouth right now is "FUCK!".

trading up

hey candace bushnell fans! hear ye hear ye. she just released her third book, Trading Up.

i gotta head to the bookstores and buy this book. and this will be my birthday gift to my self. neat ü

read the book review by the NYTimes here.

update: bought the book last friday ü birthday gift to self. right on!

update 2: a pretty late review from CNN.com



losers!

i watched the first game of the Ateneo Blue Eagles, the defending champions of the UAAP Men's Basketball. and they lost. boo hoo hoo. The UE Warriors were too good for the Eagles. good thing though that the Eagles lost only by a point.

behind the rolltec

i watched the UAAP games yesterday behind the Rolltec. it was cool watching the games super up close. pathetic me as i am used to watching the games in the upper box. for the saturday games, we were in the top row of the patron area. another first for me.

nearing-natal-day depression 4

tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock

sulking

i am so fucking sick and tired of this particular project. when will i be able to get this off my hands????? the turnover period is taking damn too long. and Cross Patch doesn't even care!!!!! when did she anyway?

put a little more.

nearing-natal-day depression 3

i am totally devoid of positive feelings. ugh! its 11 days away!!!!!!!!!!

harry potter and the order of the phoenix

i finally finished reading book 5 yesterday. whew! and re-reading it again ü

i swear Cho Chang is OA.

nearing-natal-day depression 2

two weeks to go and counting. ughhhh! i hate it when my birthday's just around the corner.

1. nothing seems right.
2. i eat, and i eat, and i eat, and i eat, and i eat, and i eat.
3. nothing can make me happy.
4. its all blurry and bleak from here.
5. not even meteor garden can lift my spirits.

is there a vanishing spell for this kind of depression? sigh, how i wish i can sleep through my birthday. hmmm, i should take that leave i'm planning so that i can literally sleep through my birthday. *lightbulb*lightbulb*