nearing-natal-day depression 2

two weeks to go and counting. ughhhh! i hate it when my birthday's just around the corner.

1. nothing seems right.
2. i eat, and i eat, and i eat, and i eat, and i eat, and i eat.
3. nothing can make me happy.
4. its all blurry and bleak from here.
5. not even meteor garden can lift my spirits.

is there a vanishing spell for this kind of depression? sigh, how i wish i can sleep through my birthday. hmmm, i should take that leave i'm planning so that i can literally sleep through my birthday. *lightbulb*lightbulb*