perennial question

Pedro, Marla, Denialqueen, and even White Mommy always, always, always ask me the same question: When are you going to resign?

and i always don't have an answer. and this is the reason why Pedro wrote that Friendster testi for me. i should have felt insulted with that testi, but i can't help but agree.

though i know i need to leave this company, i know its not my turn to leave.....yet. i'm not waiting for Marla to leave the company and leave the country in a few months time to make me realize that i should be looking out for myself. hell, i've seen people come and go (and return) here. its just that i haven't had that moment yet where i can finally say "i'm done here."

but i've been taking actions....like noting down the IELTS test dates.....actively looking for scholarships online and noting down the details of who to send the application letter.....they're not much but at least i've started.



taking some steps....